Ugh

Well, this week has been really difficult. I really really miss Travis. It toally blows without him. I don't like it at all. Walter and I went to Quarantine on Saturday it was so good. Like holy creepy.. It was intense. So I applied at Macey's again I hope I get it because I really need a full time job.. it would be awesome, I have a few friends that work there too. Travis used to work there before he left and Walter works there, Blake, Travis's brother works there and my friend Preston works there so it should be fun to work there, I really hope I get it.
I've been really missing Travis like a lot. Its absolutely ridiculous. Blake's girlfriend Cigi has helped me a lot with it tho. She sent Blake out so she knows where I'm at. Its really just not fun. She seems really nice tho. I have also been thinking about moving to Ephraim for school tho. Or possibly Logan. Or I'll just stick with UVSC but I dunno. If I get this job at Macey's I'll stay here and work there just move to orem or something. It should be really good and I hope I'll make good money. It would be really nice if I could. Plus with that and school I'll take up a lot of time and make some new friends and Travis leaving wont be as hard as it has been.
I worked at Victoria's Secret yesterday but I didn't really like it. I mostly just hate working on Sunday. It just drives me crazy. Really I'd want to quit if I got the Macey's job but we'll see what happens with everything. I dont want to quit as soon as I started but I know I'll like Macey's better because it isn't retail during the holidays. Plus its a better environment and I'll be around my friend. I really just hope I can get this one. I really need a job. Thats full time instead of part time actually even less then part time. So we'll see, I hope I get it. Then I can get a start on life. I feel like its been on pause since I graduated and its been on rewind since Travis left. Ugh, I just miss him like crazy. Oh well only 2 years until he's home. I can't even wait.
So in general, I want the job at Macey's I want to find an awesome roommate and we have a fabulous time. I want to get to be temple worthy get married and have a happy life. But that is awhile away. Unfortunately. I want all this stuff to work out. So we'll see. It should. I just want to get my life back on track and be happy.

Travis

Wow, so I've been friends with one of my very best friends travis for 13 years now. Like best friends since we were 5. And he just barely left for the MTC, I feel like I am going to die. We had so much fun almost all the time. Digging and getting the truck stuck and shooting guns in the foothills jumping on the tramp and eating the vegetables out of our moms garden.

We were next door neighbors for about 3 years then I moved to a different part of P.G. but my cousins moved into my old house so I still saw him frequently and then we started going to the same school. We've been best friends ever since. And now he's gone. I can't believe it. I'm going to miss him so much. I am glad he's going on a mission. He is one of the most amazing people I have ever met. He is my older brother. I cant imagine my life without him. He is going to do such a good job on his mission. I cant even wait til him and walter get back and we're goin on a road trip. It's gonna be sweet.

I look back on our memories and I cant help but laugh. Winters were the best. Sledding and driving crazy through parking lots, making snow forts and just falling down laughing, then going in for hot chocolate. I loved it. Back when I was little life was so simple. I miss it. I'm excited for the future but I most definately miss the old days. Travis I'm going to miss you so much it's ridiculous but when you get back I'll be where I need to be in life and we can make more freakin awesome memories. I miss you brother. You pretty much saved me.

Intro.

Well, My name is Andrea, my favorite color is either blue or red, I love dogs, I want a puppy so bad I can hardly stand it. I'm working on getting a job. I dunno if its really going anywhere but we'll see. I have 3 really close friends and they are Kevin my boyfriend, Randi who is pretty much my sister and Nuke who is Randi's boyfriend. We have a lot of fun together just chillin. We love to play halo and rockband ha. We're cool right? Today I had an interview at Victoria's Secret and I hope I did really well but we'll see. I should know by tomorrow :) I'm friendly outgoing, kinda crazy and really into fun. My favorite sport is soccer and I love to hang out with friends :)